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i dunno how to start...
1stly..im so so so shoot to miss to answer that ogive question..
i would pass my add maths if i did that question..
but...i forgot that theres an ogive waiting for me..!
d other thing..my function...how come everytime i must do mistakes whenever exams..?i know how to do n i can do it!
if not...sure i get full marks for those 2 questions...
the most hardest thing for me is...
my dad...today he came into my room  n saw my exam sheets...
last nite i put in on my bed coz i wanna correct it..
then...
he saw my mm..i admit that dunno y my mm so weak this time...
then he mentioned bout my add maths...
he said that my add then habis lo mm aso like that..
add maths lg sei...
i still can tahan that 1 coz i used to b humiliated like that about my maths..
but not until he say my english..
until now...my english gets da highest marks...
but he still...
he said that my english teruk...coz he saw quite many red marks there...
then he asked me..how u study 1?
i answered him..yalo i aso know that im so teruk ge la..
wat to do? apa kate sy g kerja pekerjaan yg ambil benda berat..pilihan yg baik kan?x boleh diselamatkan lg ge la...
he gave me some feeling that im reli canot study that type n weak until touches da ground...
coz even my best subject also he looked like its worst..
then how to say d other subjects..?
sampah rite..?i knew it...
n i understand...
its better that im not ur daughter rite?memalukan awk sy kan..?
but u seem like do not c any ANY of my effort...
everytime u c me reli so coincidently is me playing pc or something else like watching tv stuff like that...
its reli coincidence..i did my job just like him..
after doin work must hav time to rest urself ma..
u aso like this rite?dont u get it?
n my time juz like his..thats y everytime we study..must take da book in front of him n say out loud loud IN FRONT OF HIM...
if not later he misunderstand that we r not studying...
actually do we nid to do so..?(coz sometimes my br aso kena..especially my sis..)
his words juz like a torn for us...
i know mayb its ur way to push us but..we don like that way..
it only hurts us..
for me..it reli does plus i juz get reli upset about my add maths but now..he juz like put some salt on my scar...
actually its not da 1st time like this...even my mum aso..last time she used to compare me wif my other frens..
that was da most sucks time...
i hate it...so much..it was like im a loser n im so useless..
but now she realised that im mad of her saying that...so shes trying to stop..
n i can feel how my sis felt last time..
she was been pandang rendah by my uncle from my mother side...
who knows that her spm results r better then their son..
i hate them look down on ppl...shoot la u so gud?
im waiting for my dad to push me wif telling me not to giv up something like that..but nah..its IMPOSSIBLE...
how bout u try to b me?then i say that thing to u u like it?
sure u like it coz u used to it d ma..rite?
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