Genki ga minna-san?

hisashiburi! ive wanted to post few posts here before that but now only manage to be hardworking abit teehee~ XD

first is about last christmas (24th Dec 2013).
i felt so lonely that night.. seeing ppl enjoying themselves while myself sat at home facing my pc.
i was about to go penang on 23rd but it postponed.. or maybe cancel instead.
i thought finally after wished for so long to visit penang for the food n clothes, and also celebrating christmas there too, is gonna happen.
plus i thought i can see Zheng that was in penang too after so long not meeting him.
hope to have a merry countdown.
but it didnt work out it seemed..
everyone was busy with their countdowns while my mood was spoiled.. feel so lonely..
i love christmas a lot.. really a lot.. probably lots more than new year but theres no special one who realizes it n take me out to have fun.
although waileong asked me out but i just dont have the mood to countdown anymore.. feel like wanna hide under my blanket n enjoy my loneliness lol
christmas is so warm..
ahh just leave it! maybe its a kick start for me to practise myself to ignore this event =)

next is new year (1st Jan 2013)
Happy new year to all my family members n frens and also my teachers!
and happy birthday to few of my frens who were born on this day years back.
nothing special.. didnt see fireworks also just face my beautifully-flat netbook screen hahaha
 plus this is not the day where i should hang out with my frens, i should stay with my family =)
still cant find work up until cny.. feel abit guilty for having my dad feed me lol
ill pay him back for sure ;)

dyckson's n hew's bday just past.
went celebrated dyckson's bday with chua, tap, kie n jiahui at kfc>starbucks at aeon st18
treated myself a cup of limited time drink full of guilt on my own money
im expecting to treat dyckson but chua paid it without reporting to me== 
gonna pay him back for my share. if i rmb XD
didnt celeb for hew.. so sorry lol but hope u enjoyed ur big day =)
and guess what.. i bought a long dress!! at My Home for only 15.90!! 
bought a lacey cowboy blouse for my mum too and a lovely floor mat for rm10!
when i wanna go back home n take my car it was raining heavily so i have no choice but to shop for the 2nd round! XD
so i went to cotton on n spot for the sales items and tadaa! a blue hoodie jacket targeted! finally bought it with just 30 bucks^^

quite a lot of issues happened in my family..
lazy to tell here hahahaha

joc n suu found out i went shopping n didnt jio them
suu is not a problem but joc is.
she needs me to go fetch her go n back from our shopping destination.. i admit im lazy to purposely go till so far as her driver but what makes me feel bad is im using my dad's petrol n car..
im unhappy when my bro used the car to go fetch his gf from kl to negeri9 so i feel guilty if im doing the same thing as my bro which i dislike..
what makes me feel mad is she said dont need to consider petrol as an issue. wah come on its not ur dad's petrol of course u can say so. try to be considerate a bit while u still need ppl to fetch u la..
i hold myself to talk back to her although im as pissed with her comment on my status which is " world of reality"
what?
is that how u say ur fren? without a joking tone somemore.
really pissed off until i ignored sara comment afterwards on the same post..
wonder when only she can manage her words n temper well..

guess what.. I GREW TALLER!! HAHAHAHAHAHA XDD
last time i was 153 only now 155 d!!
but.. still cant work for those jobs that require 157 n above T.T

just now soolee called me n chatted for an hour.
hope she wont feel lonely sleeping alone for these 2 weeks.
if u feel lonely then dont worry, someone is beside u.....hehehehehe 'someone' XD

sore ja, matta ne~ oyasumi!
my gosh, honey senpai in ouran is too cuteeee><








and.. i miss him..=)