aih...

i feel kinda weird lately..why leh??something is bothering me..hmm..
but i couldnt figure it out wat is it..
wat happen ar..??
now trying to finish up chemi..sien arrr!!!!==
nex year if can..i would like to quit from st john...
dun ask why coz i duwanna tell the bad things..
where is he ar..?not seeing him lately..haha but actually is juz 2 days=)
looks like im in critical condition..hahaha...
i reli dun un la..aiyo..
now everybody saying bout christmas..
i like christmas..n now..one of my wish is..i hope that we can b together celebrating christmas one day..n excited together..wearing a scarf..have fun together..dunno it will come true anot..reli not sure..
so dun put too much hope on it..
last year's christmas eve reli haha its a big gift for me..
n...i still rmb something that may not come back to happen..
i juz wan an assurance..so that..hehe..nvmla
i will always rite here..=)